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its me again

i am still battling with giving up smoking i turned to vaping but it takes to long when i need to charge the vape. i am talking to my PlayStation crew again but have to do it through the app on my phone as i sold the console a wail ago. so i try use lozenges in-between charges or chewing gum but i was using to many puffs of the vape well its takes time. wail i talk to the PlayStation crew i don’t have my ex on the Alexa. he wont talk to me wail I talk to them or rather Lisen to them moan about their game. as i talk they cant hear me well. but my mental health is thinking wail their chatting I don’t have much to worry about. its when they all leave and I am alone that i am thinking I fell lonely. i in the thoughts of getting a new PlayStation but i cant afford one. so i just have to be content with app on phone. i am saying i wont one but i have to not get food shopping for that and i cant do it. i tried saving and it did not work always took it out for something. went to creative writing class last Wednesday and they did Halloween storys. i went good getting things out in poem’s things like

what make you scared?

as well as if you were in the dark what would you see?

i made good story’s in ten minutes. they sounded more like poems.

heres a thought of day

so what if i went to the shop and ended up at a festival all-night?