my sister seems to have it all together and it annoys me why wont she help me. she works and has a clean house her son thats 20 cleans the house when she doesn’t she goes on holidays. she sees my niece and nephew every weekend and she has two dogs but difference is she has someone at home helping her i have no one to walk the dog when i am sick and no one to help me clean my house is a mess and my dog is putting on weight. i have no one to drive me and the dog to the beach. i cant walk far as always out of breath cant give up as always tired when i do what do i do i need someone to come see and direct me but no one will. i am stuck in a hard place i have a scarf i am loom knitting and that i just did some put it down and not got motivation to pick it up again. my thoughts are rushing and my heart beat is fast. i just sit their hoping help comes but it doesnt.
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