i had a few things happen in the days i last blogged i was texted by a friend i meet once in town i was a mess at the time and homeless. he wonted to come see me as he was in the area. so i said yes why not. well i meet him of bus and i took him to mine the dog was a lover him but lucky enough he was good with dogs. so i was a little apprehensive as did not now him that well and was worried he could turn in to a murdered and i go missing. the truth was he was gentle and would not hurt me. he stayed the night and he wonted to watch ghost investigation. as we watched it i felt like i was going to be richly murdered but he was a nice guy. he stayed night i slept a little but not much. it was put in my head by my ex that people were murders. not true, i got up at 4am and the dog stayed with me. my friend was asleep. i went for milk at 7am and then got cereal Aswell. my friend woke up at 9am i had taken dog for walk at 8am and then feed him. so by ten o clock my ex phoned on Alexa i canceled it I tried to tell him i was busy. he acted hurt wonted to now all my bissness. i had to block him. he just phoned me with private number. my friend understood he said yes i now someone who never takes no for a answer to. so we spent the day walking the dog. he caught bus home. now i was tired hurt by ex. confused. finding out my son was in a car accident but he’s ok. so i had not eaten and i made spaghetti in tomato sauce on toast made me fell better. now i just listen to my PlayStation crew talking games zombies.
deside to do your best not to be hard on your self. but be kind to yourself.
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