Author: Crazycatlady

it was a women who sat watching tick tock. i see someone has taken a video of a jackal and some weired thing, creature, walking along the street checking out bins. she started to think. what if a creature from out a sapace had crashed on earth and then lost their memory and was taken in by some jackals. maybe the alian was being searched for by all alian ships. what he will say to the friends when he gets home is:

from billions of miles through space to find the dark ages. in this earth their is war and fighting. then yet they have all these things they have built and all they do is stay in their house. they cant even go close to each other. what are they doing all quite i think everythings stoped . i was able to go were i wont as they were all home infront of this box that was loud. i only had what they call wild life for company. i tryed to visit them but they just said: 2 meter distance please. i came from bilions of stars away and they treat me like a virus. well glad to get home their all nuts but the young are always a little weired. hahaha

( so were i failed, i was trying to quit. i failed then i tryed everything out their. i had the gum the patches and the lozingers. seen a add for voke on the tv. looket up on it. i asked my doctor if he could prescribe it they can. so waited a few days and the pharamcy tell me that they have to find a alternative as the stock of voke will take a month to travel from london to wales. maybe its of of stock and they have to get new in from chinna but were i ordered from china was quicker than coming in from london. haha well i shall let you go find out about voke dont know if it will work got a month to wait ha.

it is making me angry how i understand, everyone has to look after them selves to wash their hands. dont you think its getting beond. i have a husband who gets really scared to just walk a few steps down the road. he had made good progress with his anxity before and now he is worse than ever. i cant open the front door without him shouting that i got to wash my hands. he sits upseting himself about how many people have died from this disease. they need to show positive story a bit more. he cant seem to be able to determine who may have it and who doesn’t. its probebly the case for all people suffering mentally health on who to trust and who not too. their will be a lot of anxity with most others would not care to lisen to advice. its all well saying to stay at home. were are the people who have no homes meant to go.(the homeless).

its a far wind that we may, but when we cant. were can we do.

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Listing to my classical music and pondering how things could of been. Its a Sunday. A Easter Sunday. To rejoice in the Easter holiday. I am left with no family that cares.in a place to be. They say that it is a place now of chocolate eggs and bunny hops. But now a place of loneliness and regrets. For the things I never got done. Was not my choices.i got sick and meet people who wonted to keep you caged and never seeing light of day again. Its a wasted muscle wasted life not of my making but caged because of others.

i come to you ashamed of my self. i spent a weekend off cigretts on a vape. by the sunday night i was in a really big with droll. i found a astray and made a astray cigrette. i had a friend pick me up some taboacco. payed them. so i a smoking again. i had the idea not smoking till i really needed it. that did not work out either. on top of that i had a really bad migraine. for a few days. my husband desides when i have a headach to get really loud as well. think he needs a hearing aid. he just wont lisen haha. so hows everyone getting on with the isolation. i have things to do. its just not the sameas been able to go out when you wont to though. its been three weeks and doctors say i am not high risk. just tell that to my sisster and husband. they are making sure i dont go out. my husband yelling wash your hands and i only opened the front door to look outside. it amazing before he used to say if i die i die. now hes scared of dieing. to realize hes seems scared of his own shadow at the momment.

i know their are lots of people who have died of cronovirus. i fell bad for what they and their familys are going through. i hear the services for berevement and mental services are just not there. if the govermennt dont wont a civil war they should sort it out before it happens. learn from past. i shall end and say,

what a month its been. chrismas and easter together. choclate eggs and chrismas dinner. its been a month to be clear.