Author: Crazycatlady

Got up with a headache drank too much vodka and then to liven up aberystwyth everyone should yell cewcew and conger down the beach in hour of sir Patrick Great poet and great captain of the ss enterprize. Missed but never forgotten 💔

Things are their to try us as hidease as I am i still have wrights to live in my English country as everyone else in England Wales and Scotland has

I left my husband and staying with my sister i got a place lined up to see. I am felling good but upset that my marriage failed. I am going along at a small pace. Finding out what I am going to do know find a career and then in to the future. I have learn a lot through my experience. Except I am still a stupid and now purple haired lady. My hair has grown long really long and thick just like me. Really in need of a hair cut. At the moment my sister calls it fluffy hair.. its all fizzed up. I take a walk along the sea front most days. My first job when I get my place. Make some nice cupcakes. So felling really positive about all this move. Not heard from my son yet but have seen my granddaughter. She is so cute. Very iteligant.and very steady on her feet for her age. Well I am off to listen to my music and then relax be jittery all day . It is a life its not a life thats what I would do or is it. To the future. With a vodka and apple juice.

as my old relaship has failed I find myself in limbo trying to over come the perils I have found myself in. I am trying to sort out my fiances and a place of my own. their is a few things to sort out. as I have to go through a divorce and it may get ugly. as before I had tried to sort out a life of working. I was always told I was not good enough I was stupid and ultimately everyone said your too ill to work. to find the right job is difficult. but getting to know the right people may work as I am shy and reserved that may be a job in its self. well everything takes time. I have to wait, hopefully I shall get their the great help I have had by my local police and my sister and her partner is worth a lot of gold. they have had a lot to do yet they took time to help me and I am great full beyond words for their help and understanding. as of my ex he is acting like a stalker I have to keep him on my side as I need my pets to be safe until I can have them with me again. I am working through a lot of changes. with time I will get my routes settled again.

in this place is the future. its worth trying to make a difference but in the end you have to do the best for yourself and love yourself as always.

I have cosen to do whats bestd for both partys in their stress. I have left my now ex and are going to start a new life without the control and restriction I was under. I have now been at my sisters for about just under a week their is a few things I have to sort through and then I and he can get on with a stressless future. I am sad it has happened but the way things were they could not of continued we were hurting each other more than we were loving each other. so I am just in limbo right now I am homless waiting on council to contact me about a place but it may take a bit of time. I will update my blog and apresiate the people who take time to read it/

their is a day their is a night but how you choose to be in that day and night.

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The big thing does not have to be big. It can be small and grow were its not needed to be. Its a great world. The old is still the new and I am sick of having to fight for my wright’s. Ha so when the chips are down the down are up.

I am depressed have been a few days felling depressed. Stuck inside as my husbands too scared to go out as well as he wont let me do my shopping either. Everyone though thinks its OK keep her stuck inside she won’t go bonkers. She’s not allowed to. Untrue I can’t even have a good walk once a day. He will go as far as the end of the road and thats it. If their is anyone around he rushes home and does not reach the end of the road. Well i am not allowed to go bonkers but I am. (Quietly)

Hi if you have followed me from my earlier post. I was upset and some thing were spell wrong as I was up set and did not really pay as much attention as I should of it seems to come on the keyboard all wrong. I apologise if some got the wrong information from my rambling. Nice of people to listen just for the wright reasons and not the wrong thank you. I shall go make dinner and go on my vr and exercise. Really had a walking thing since lockdown even got myself a fit bit. Its good to carm the mind as well. So chow.for now.

Be it me be it my.

Its a happy day to be you.

Smile and breath. The air is good and were ever you are. Lisen for the sounds of thoughs birds.

Night xxxx

Ow its so hot sat in my house trying to keep cool is not working. So I close curtains and walk round naked. I have a bath. I dry and just don’t get dressed. Much cooler. I go on the playstation and play bus simulator. Then I get joined in a party by my husband then all the gang seep in one by one. We have amazing night talking laughing and playing seprate games. Before we know it. Its gone midnight. This happened after tea. So we all talk till three in the morning. We also do better in are games. Amazing. Next day we spend the day reading my a to z of driving signs. My husband catching up on his oak island and skinwalker ranch. Really getting in to it. Next stop food then meet the gang on playstation chat and a laugh. Maybe moans depending on how tired everyone is. Haha . That is a good day in my house and even the cats get on on those days. Heres to more many more.xxxx

so i actually applied for the universality coarse i was having problems login in as they would not except my password. lucky i did it on my phone and got a suggested password which was much easier. now i may be going to collage as of September yeah. that if they open . so i was am going to do a under grade on creative writing and theatre. do you think a mature student can make something of her self. my hubby’s not happy but he turned to me and said so go do what you wont. so i am. just got to put in place someone to check in on him wail i am out all day. so yeah just forms to the welsh government for funding and i hope it goes smoothly. so i am over joyed to be a almost student. cool cool cool .

so i see the future.

the future is rose until it is the past.

i could not get the voke on prescription so for now i shall keep smoking a bit .

what a week. i have been up i have been down and at the momment bouncing with energy. i got a plushy pig i am crochet and then i am watching nigela, ow so wont to cook as well, i made the mistake of watching the pioneer women and saw some smores, mashmallow and choclate was so nice had a apple because i was just so hungry. so i tryed one pack of voke was very good did not have a craving, down fall i could only get one pack. ow belive me my kitchen never saw a tidyness it saw. so that was a few days ago and i am still smoking not much though and felling good now earlier today i felt upset. then my sissters partner brought some shopping and i cryed. then i felt a little better doing reviews on the things i bought from amazon and then crochet plusshy pig. was from the you tube. i fell bouncing then my mum in law rang up and said she has sent me something in the post i cant wait she has very good taste so what ever i know i will love it. well no dought later i will have a night of felling down after the up of the day. and i put in a date for a online chat with a open day at the university on the 5 th of may. now i am going to find out how to make bread. maybe be better probebly not with my cooking. i might just make tea and just study diffrent ways to make bread and cookies. mine cookies seem to come out a little hard on top. i made a cake and whisked up cream topping. was really nice. well as they say, see you on the flip side.

life is a life,

nature is nature,

and i am a robin in my nature world,

cheep cheep.