been a wail

its been a wail i have news or not that depends how you look at it. i have been seeing my son and grandkids and it is almost chrismas and i got them loads of presents. i am trying to give up smoking again and i wheedled my cigarettes down to one a day and that very good i have been able to breath without being out of breath i just got a breath lio and i am using it instead of vaping. its just air were vaping was chemicals and was hurting my breathing i was in same breathlessness as i was smoking. it helped vaping but it was not to be long turn. i still talk to my ex for a hour each day but i am enjoying my quite time to get on and write. i have created a story on a train that is a murder mystery train which tunes in to a real murder. not finished yet i think its good but someone else might find it not. so my dog has been training and is getting more relaxed and some days he just sits in front of me staring at me to play with him. his toys. i got treat box that’s small enough for him to carry around and he just rolls it about to get the treats out and he always through it at me to fill up with treats its quite funny. we have been enjoying are walkers. well thank you for reading my blog.

i love to be loved

i hate to be hated

to be together is a wail

its a way to be happy work on it is a given.

bye bye see you with a update again bye.