i tried charging my phone all different wires some work for a wail others don’t now no wires work had to use crappy emergency phone and found out it needs a new battery but its old as the hills. its a z flip 3. i cant afford a new phone. I got two new things for my charismas i got another PlayStation as the guys are talking to me again and I got a air fryer I cooked cheese toasty in it and bacon i did a nice fish and chips in it too. but all needs to be cleaned and my drain on my sink is blocked for some reason. so my mental heaths been up and down i had a vodka and coke the other day and i did go for a second but i ended up putting it down sink maybe that help the blockage lol ha. but really i was walking dog not going to my volunteer job and not feeling like much charismas is coming and i will have no presents no decorations and no tree and no visitors. so not much to look forward too. i sent presents to my family but i don’t think they even care. they don’t answer phone for a two minute conversation. i have no hope of seeing them anytime soon it would make me so happy but not a chance of seeing them. so i had a bad back and had no one to walk dog so my back is getting worse. sorry all doom and moaning with me. i used to love chrismas but not anymore. meal for one it is.
its too be expected, the blue, blue, chrismas.
all alone and everyone a gly.
kids screaming santa,i see you.
thouse days of chrismas far behind me.
new familys starting the old tradition all too true.
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