my me and my imagination

my imagination thinks that i am safe and in no harm could come

but truly living in a bubble

my day starts with waking to letting dog in garden

then make a coffee and have a pee.

call my ex on the Alexa

then get dressed and have another coffee and worry about taking dog for a walk because i will miss what’s going on at home wail my ex stays on the Alexa listing in.

i walk dog for about half an hour and then that’s his lot till 4pm.

i sit their watching this morning and then make coffee and not eating some days i will have cereal and others not. i feed dog when i get up and have my tablets. depending on what appointments i have I just sit their. really need to clean and do things. at 3pm my ex says goodbye he goes off till 7pm mean wail i am feeling scared stressed and alone. i am getting used the noise on the Alexa that he and his mum create. i need to get a life the highlight to my week is my appointments and my driving lesson. talking the dog further afield and i used to get busses to the beach with him until he decided not to listen but their are so many people on the beach this summer. will have to make it a point take dog to beach. i did turn the Alexa of Earlie and enjoyed the silence. i am num and don’t fell my Fellings or i will be weak on the floor. that’s me in a imaginary bubble.