i woke up on friday morning and i had no ciggretts. i did everything i would usely do. feed the cats make coffee. ecept i could not have a smoke. i felt weired so i grabed my nintendo and played my game. i was suprised that i was not as bad needing a cigrete. i did have a vape. ice flavour. tastes like mint. is nice. me and my husband stayed in bed all day. tv on he was playing his game on his phone. i played my nintendo its really long game and lots to do on it. i had a few times during the day that i was temted to make a astray cigrette. i thought no i will put all ash in the bin. was not easy to do that. so it got to 9pm. i had a party. 24 hours smoke free,i dd use a vape though. i found after 24 hours of no smoking. i was breathing better and my musles are felling losser and not so stiff. i will talk to you in the morning and i will be diffrent proberly. last time i managed to not smoke for two weeks but then i failled so if i can manage three weeks. so its weired in the mornings to wake up and not have a cigrette. it can fell a little bit like, i am free loser in movement and a little bit felling lose. i cant smoke the vape untill after i have had a coffee and brushed my teeth. still getting the rubbish tip mouth though. well i will say that, wow my longest blogg yet.
so i get up to my coffee and i see my best friends, we dance in the morning light, so come on now, meaw meaw meaw. i love the shape of you.
its midnight shall blogg tomorrow and let you know what my saterday was like all locked up in my house with my husband unable to go out. night xxxxx
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